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[02 Jul 2003|06:14am] |
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I confess that...
- I want to lose weight... a lot of weight.
- It's impossible for me to stay on a diet.
- I am going to fast for a week (or fail miserably trying to).
- I'm still not over that person, and I wish I had the courage to mention their name. I'm just scared that some people I know will stumble upon this.
- I'm a very paranoid person.
- I wish I could be closer to my Dad, but the way he is -- he's so narrow minded, and annoying.
- Passions is one pointlessly addicting show (Yes, you were right, Mike.)
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[02 Jul 2003|11:11am] |
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Have u ever been in love? |
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...I want to kill myself
...I am not happy with my life
...ONe of the things that used to make me happy doesnt anymore
...I feel so alone in the world
...I want to loose weight.. a lot of weight [like 30lbs]
...I want to feel loved by michael
...sometimes i dont..it hurts to know that he liked a skank..
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[02 Jul 2003|02:02pm] |
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ani difranco- 32 flavors |
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i confess that i think i have no idea what it really means to love someone, and i'm afraid i never will
i confess that i have much higher expectations of people than i should
i confess that i miss the stability of having a large group of friends, even though i know the people i used to be friends with treated me badly in the end and i shouldn't waste time still being upset over them
i confess that i am still upset over them
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[02 Jul 2003|06:33pm] |
• I have been really horny all day
• I want to have sex really really bad
• I've been feeling kind of lonely today
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| I confess... |
[02 Jul 2003|09:47pm] |
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trapt~headstrong |
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i confess that i get really horny easily..i confess that i do like a guy that i haven't seen for months..i confess that i want to steal the bastard away from his girlfriend..i confess that i like the romantic..i confess that dorky guys attract me..i confess that i might have a thing for my bitch
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| I'm new. Thought I would tell you. |
[02 Jul 2003|11:14pm] |
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Here are my confessions....[Sorry if they are so long....]
+No matter what happens between me and Joshua I will always love him.
+I really hate my ex-boyfriends. Really. REALLY. I am glad I fucked up one of there lives.
+I have no friends. Except for my boyfriend and his. I have no girl friends.
+I get so lonely sometimes.
+Yesterday I tried to kill myself. I choked myself with my boyfriends tie. The only reason I did it is because I want to know I am loved.
+I hate discussing my past. I regret it all. I hate it enough to end my suffering of it.
+I am afraid I will amount to nothing after college. That I won't make anyone proud.
+That I am crying right now. And I always cry.
+Whenever me and Joshua get into a fight I think he is going to leave me. Leave me all by myself. And when I am by myself I take out all the anger on myself.
+I am jealous of most people.
+Since I moved here I have been classified as a "whore". Although I have only had sex with 3 people since I lost my virginity.
+I am a bad daughter. When I was young all I did was lie, sneak out, and disobey.
+Sometimes I like being depressed.
+After I would have sex with one of my ex's I would cry. All the time. Everytime.
+I like gay boys. And I *so* want a gay friend.
+I was curious about sex at a really young age.
+When I was little I would kiss girls. Not pecks. Full making out.
+I sometimes don't want to grow up. It really scares me.
+I started cutting myself because my ex boyfriend cheated on me every month. With new people everytime. With my friends. And I knew about it.
+I don't have respect for myself.
+I am naive. There is alot I don't know but would love to learn.
+I have gained 30 lbs since I moved.
+I never wanted to push Joshua away. I am just stupid. I wish I never had pushed him away.
+I get pissed off at everything.
+Sometimes I wish I was already old and settled down.
+I love making love. :)
+I let people walk all over me. I trust people to fast.
+I don't use birth control.
+I wish I never slept with 2 of the 3 people I did.
+I am glad my ex boyfriend got an STD from some girl. And I am glad he gave it to everyone else.
+I hate drama. But it makes the world go round.
+I am additcted to Blurty.
+I remember the *horrible* parts in my parents marriage.
+My grandfather is racist. And I hate him for that.
+I regret not listening to some of my friends. I have lost many for not doing that.
+I wish I punched one of my other friends in the face because she pissed me off.
+I wish bad things to happen to some of my friends.
+I used to think that if a guy had sex with you that he loved you. Sex equals love.
+I think my brother can do better then his wife.
Oh well, I will stop know. Because as you can see I have tons to confess.
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