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i confess i made about 7 more cuts on my leg. because i am a very bad girl. i'm disgusted with myself. but..it just feels soooo good. i don't know how i'm going to hide it. i confess that i actually do care about what other people think of me, some of the time. i confess that i feel that giving up would be better than trying. just because i don't believe it's going to get any better. i confess that i don't want to go out with my boyfriend anymore, but i don't think i have enough courage to break up with him.
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[02 Sep 2003|04:59pm] |
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my confessions:
i hate keziah melendez..always hav, always will. i hate aisha ..always hav, always will.
i push people away wen i think theyre getting too close. i can b very emotional, and i hav tha lowest self esteem but no one knows that. its all in my head.
i've drank,smoked,skipped,lyed,cheated, and cut myself...i've broke every one of god's commandments xcept for commiting murder....and thats nothing to b proud of.
i make my xboyfriend seem lyk the bad one..as if they always leave me...but im always tha one running..
one last confession b4 i go: i once seriously considered becoming a street pharmiscist aka drug dealer!!
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[02 Sep 2003|10:44pm] |
I confess that I hate my so-called "friend." We were supposed to room together for band trips and then she decides, hey let's not and takes someone else in my place. Now who am I supposed to room with. She really sucks and I want to get back. *See title line* So I guess I also confess that I want revenge NOW.
Oh, I also confess I forgot to call Mike again and I'm bad because I promised I would call Friday.
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[02 Sep 2003|11:10pm] |
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I am a selfish bitch.
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