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[01 Oct 2005|09:43pm] |
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I still contemplate suicide, even though I promised my sister (who is the reason I didn't do it before), that I would never do that again.
When my brother found out I cut myself, it was the only time he ever showed he cared about me.
I miss being close to my brother.
I cry every night. I cry about how pathetic and lonely I am.
I come off as this confident, open, happy, hardworking person, but inside, all I want is for someone to love me.
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