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[22 Nov 2005|11:15am] |
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i need to confess my undying love for my boyfriend
i need to confess thats it's been 6 months since the last time i cut myself
though all my feelings that i felt before are coming back
i need to confess that i cant cut because theirs no way to hide the cuts
and i'll be back at my all time low again
which i dont want to be at again
i dont want to go back to therapy
i dont want to tell my mother that i have feelings to cut
recently they've been getting worse though
i connfess i told my boyfriend that i wanted to cut
but if i do he would be dissapointed again
as well as my parents
i confess i am on meds
i have bipoar ....i am obessive compulsive ....i have depression
and i've been to hospitals
i confess i've tried a few times committing suicide
and wanting to kill people
i dont want to go back
i want to get off my meds
i dont want therapy
i'm trying my hardest to get well again
i dont want to feel like a grain of dirt again
sally-
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