| first day of the year, right down the shitter. |
[01 Jan 2006|08:09pm] |
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music |
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Hawk Nelson - From Underneath |
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i confess that i just like the feeling of having someone love you back, even if it's for the wrong reasons. i say this for the right reasons because he doesn't see them anymore. i hate crying over other people, but that's just what my life has turned into. i always told myself i wouldn't be like everyother person, crying over some guy ... but look where i am right now. i'm so confused. i can't handle any of this right now.
i confess that i had over $500 stolen from me last night while i was in a room with him, taking advantage of the moment. if i never went in there i wouldn't have had my purse stolen. my coke stolen. my money stolen. i was going to take it all out before i went to the party but i forgot. now i'm paying for it.
i hate myself today. like everyother day. i don't know what to do and i'm so tired of complaining about it. why don't i do anything???
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