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[13 Jun 2006|03:09pm] |
so i spent sunday in the hospital. i thought it was my appendix and so did the doctors. they gave me all of these IV's -which were brutal and so painful. i had a cat scan, blood work and a urine sample... turns out it was my ovary. a vain burst and i have some internal bleeding which is infected, which is why i cant walk because it hurt so much. they said it would get better in a couple of days, which it has. its still a little bit sore though, not to the extent that it was.
today i woke up to go see Dr. Bradley -the guy that prescribes me all of my drugs. "The Drug Lord" is what i like to call him. i come to him when i need a fix. i tell him i'm feeling like shit, he just gives me more pills. i tell him i'm feeling okay, he gives me more. i'm good today Bradley, "okay well i'm going to up your dosage." i guess that's how it works these days. a pill for your thoughts. if they only knew eh. i have drawers filled with little tiney green capsul pills. tins of blue ovals and quarters of orange triangles. tell me how you feel about your theory now. is it working?
i'm not in the mood to take them right now. i'll save them like i have been for two months. these days i think i'm mostly enjoying how i control my medication. how i can keep a secret so well. this is my last one. my mom knows about my tattoo, my sex life, my eating habbits... i dont even know what else i write about that she knows.
thank you Drug Lord for your input -you're an absolute genious and an absolute asshole. drug the world. "sometimes it's like we're all just living in a prozac nation." -too true i cant even describe.
Fill me up baby
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